Hurt

I love you.

Dear, Yes, I do.

But in all you've done.

You just never wrong.

It has been a long time I talk to you.

Now I really have to go.

In all I've done.

It's nothing in your heart.

You hurt me more than I deserve.

How can you be so cruel. 

No.No!

Your promise is never a truth.

Maybe I'm too blind and can't see it through.

I love you more than you deserve.

And why am I such a fool. 

No.No!

Believe there's always miracle. 

Even everything is already over.

When the pressure is on.
Me and you.

Our time is up.

Let it go.

Let it go.

And let it blow.

I will move on.

And back home.

ta的爱

"Love is a beautiful thing that can kill you"..
我相信这句话..

有些人为了爱情，什么代价都做得到..
而我，在上一个学期..
亲眼目睹一个友人..
为了得到爱情，就算对方是同性的..
ta也接受了..
对于这样的“突发事件”我们都很吃惊..
因为 ta 本身并不是同性恋..

我承认，我开始确实很好奇和鸡婆..
之后也就慢慢探听和观察也知道了..
原来 ta 出身在于一个不完整的家庭..

ta的恋人是个天生同性恋..
ta们吵了，好了，也闹了..
但是，不完整的家始终让 ta 想得到更多的温暖..
只因为这样，在那寻找安全感的路上..
ta成了我们眼里的flirt+er.

我坚信..
不完整的家捏造出两种人..
一，争气的人..
二，堕落的人..
我看过了争气的人..
相反的， ta 在我眼里成了堕落的人..

时间久了，我自己也卡在同情和讨厌的地带..
这一种爱莫能助又袖手旁观的心情..
很复杂，有人说 ta 活该，有人说 ta 自己拿来..
但是我还是认为，每一个人都会做错..
只在于那人接不接受这错误而愿意有所改变..
而我，就快撑不住了..

现在只希望， ta 的恋人能好好的..
不会被不公平伤害..
然后，有天我的朋友也能从长眠中醒来..

这世界..
有的人做自己得了爱情..
有的人为了爱情而改变了自己..


话说回来..
这世界都是一人砍人一刀的社会..
而你能忍下多少刀..
还是你会是砍人的那一方..

PS.我不歧视.

S.T.R.O.N.G

Don't cry when you're alone.
Be strong and you wouldn't catch a cold.
Being alone doesn't mean you aren't strong.
Be proud of who you are and stand up tall.

I have the memories the world hate the most.
When I can take no more.
No, they still told me so.
When rejections gone, here comes a hope.

There's always a rainbow after heavy storm.
So it's hard to fall.
When we've flown like a cannonball.
Just be honest to the one within your soul.

Haters, Fxxx off.
Don't you touch me, I'm strong enough for you.
But when you feel like hope is gone.
I don't hate you, I'm still always here for you.